Like OMFG

Seriously, I don't think there is any single men in New York who are actually normal anymore. I have dealt with 2 of the weirdest motherfookers in the past week. You know you join a site with singles and expect to at least get some respect since they single too supposedly looking for someone special. I am starting to realize that most men on there are just on there to mess with women's heads. So I was talking to this guy who seemed nice (I stress the "seemed") which small talk was progressing but then he tells me he is a dominant. First of all, I say again in this post that saying you are one doesn't make you one. He refused to tell me how he dominates until I persisted asking him. I hate surprises when it comes to BDSM. On Second Life, I don't mind trying new things 'cause I feel safer doing such things in a virtual environment but real life is a totally different thing. He eventually told me about his thing with hair which I was thinking it probably tying up to post by hair or tugging hair hard. Nope not even close on this one. He thinks it is a nice thing to do as a dominant to cut or shave off a girl's hair. What kind of whackjob female would actually allow that to be done to her? I may be a tomboy and not spend a gazillion hours styling my hair but I like my hair. I prefer my hair no shorter than a lil bit above the shoulders. And if I wanted my hair shaved off then well I would never want to do that. Being with him I knew I would lose every ounce of the self esteem that myself, therapists, and my Protector have spent so much time bringing up from what it once was. I told him good luck with his search but I can find better in the virtual realm which is sadly true. I don't need to settle for some jerk in real life 'cause I always know that I have my Protector online or a phone call away. I was honest on my profile on that site and I don't expect any man to deal with all the crap I have going on in my life but what I do expect is some respect. I sick of being treated like some sex toy or bank (even though I have lil money) or someone to be kicked around just 'cause I honest about my panic disorder to people. Plus the only dominant that I allow to get near me and try things with is my Protector. Any other dominant has to prove himself for months before I let them really do anything with me. Sad for them but oh well. I have the best people in the world right here on my internet who have not abandoned me when things got tough unlike people I knew for years in real life.