It all started with being hurt by someone then feeling utter heartbreak with a special man who I loved for months. Not having him want me anymore hurt all my emotions and heart deeply. Who knew that heartache would lead up to my whole upper body killing me. The migraines are back in full force where they won't let me forget that my brain hurts immensely when they are around. My neck feels like someone punched it to death and I literally just wanna blow it up with a grenade or something. Then of course the back has to get into the whole painful feeling by being stiff and hurting. Lastly my arms are all tense and ouch. I blame my sofa. I fixed it with the help of my mom with wood underneath it and since I have to sleep on my sofa in the summertime since I only have one air conditioner then I have to deal with basically sleeping on hard boards every day. I haven't been able to sleep well for weeks now. My sleeping patterns are so out of whack that I feeling right now that I will never get that fixed. I basically am just falling apart. :(
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